Tonight

So I'm just typing this on my iPod real quick before I turn in, so bear with me with grammatical errors.

Tonight at first FCA meeting for GSP, my friend Matthew and I had to lead the group. We were scheduled to talk about Joy, my favorite fruit of the spirit. We had it all planned out, and pretty much stuck yo' the plan, but whAt God did was incredible.

I didn't plan on talking much, but I ended up speaking for at least 5-10 minutes. NomLly when I speak I get nervous. And I mean REALLY nervous, but tonight words were just flowing. The holy spirit led me to say things with such conviction I'd never experienced, it just blew me away!!

Afterwards we were gonna end with a song, so we asked for suggestions and got "mighty to save". Great song! Well, Shaela started us off becUse we didn't have any music.. So all occapella or w/e and singing is not my deal, especially in front of 100 people. But we sang, and she encouraged us to keep praising our Lord. It was beautiful!!

Well, the times came during the next 3 songs when no one really knew how to start it off. Except me. So, with my horrible singing voice, I belted it out.

Except it wasn't half bad.

Anyone who knows me knows I can't sing well, and in no way am I saying it was good, but it didn't hurt everyone's ears.

The spirit showed Hiself tonight, and I got goose bumps. People were telling hearwrenching stories, crying, and making challenges and suggestions for the next 4 weeks. Gods doing something big y'all.